Oh my goodness...

It has been so long since i wrote anything. So i'm married now! it was awesome, everything went well. the food was good, the cake was fantastic, i cried like a baby, kyle almost cried, but held it in. it was good times. there isn't really anything else to say about it except that. we have been married for 4 weeks now(tomorrow). life is the same as it was before, because we were living together like a married couple anyways. i just have a extra ring on my finger and a new last name. but of course i do love being married, and introducing kyle as my husband, and i call him husband all the time too. its cute, i love it.

my cousin Kim had her baby, it was a girl just like i thought it would be. and a good thing too. we went over there and i droped off a hanging basket of flowers, all the flowers were pink! so i knew i was telling the future when i did that. and Andrew joked when he got home that night to sleep at the house that he didn't think anyone knew it was a girl, and i said i was just predicting the future. but anywas, there baby, Brianne(i think thats how you spell it) is so cute. and yes pretty much all babys are cute, but she is just adorable. she will be a heart breaker. and of course this just made me more baby crazy. we are very determined to have one. Kyle even wants one now that we are married as well. and i have always said, all my life i have wanted to be a mom, and we really hope that we can make that come true. and of course because i want it so bad i have to have issues with that as well. i have PCOS(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polycystic_ovary_syndrome), if you want you can go to that web site and read up. but its pretty much that i have cysits on my ovary's, and i dont ovulate. but i have a appointment with a specialist for August 11. so i hope that she will be able to tell me something good. or fix me so i can have babies. because i really want one. and if it all came down to it and there was no chance that i could have one we would adopt, but i just want to be pregnant, and go through all the "good times" that comes along with it. but it will all come in good time, i just have to wait it out.

but anyways, i better get back to work. bye byee for now.